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SELF PRESERVATION / DESTRUCTION

by Sad Hana

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No Ones 05:49
You can just walk away. This time I won't cry this time I will smile You can just walk away leave me where I'm standing and I will get better. I'll take care of it. No ones, I don't need no one. Maybe there was something important you forgot to tell me but you never really got your words out without screaming "your way your way your way" "my way my way my way" it was always "your way", "my way" No ones coming for you. No ones, there are no ones no ones coming for you. No ones coming for you. Can I make it better? Tell me. tell me tell me. I don't need your wisdom and I don't need your promises and I don't need you to talk to me and I don't have to say anything. You don't even ask my name. You don't even know my name, even if you did what good would that do? You just see me for what you want.
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The city is contaminated words can't escape past the fog and the raping of the individuals (power there is) and an Outcry the individuals work tirelessly, some not enough but somehow they manage to make time for fun. They gather. Glimmering images on a desktop screen, & cy-selves opinions making the events seem worthwhile. They prepare their rituals common things they don't forget the important things to make the mood just right. And when they gather it's like a nebula bursts and the stars splatter backwards from mouths into ears into harsh dissonance pounding, screeching, wallowing in.. and they rush back into reality and go home and dream and the dreaming gets all twisted up. When the distinction between actual events becomes blurred and dreams bleed into day into night into day into dream and all of the sudden they're wondering what happened to my memory? why can't i hear? is this real? this is all real the dirt and the grime, and the day to day bustle so that they can find pleasure.
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I spent endless dreaming. I spend endless dreaming. Swear you don't know what the sky looks like from my window.
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38th St 01:58
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Can't See 05:53
You can't see with your eyes closed What do you think this is doing to us? They're all feeding us the same food [You can't see with your eyes closed They're all feeding us the same food We don't know? We act like we don't know We act like we can see with our eyes closed]
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Children 05:47
I waited all them days inside your hot apartment just wondering what I did wrong, doubting myself and how did things get so bad? [I wanted it so bad.] I forgot that I had things that I really wanted to do and they were better than your sex they were better than any sex that I had with you. It wasn't even that good. You think you're so good. Well you're not god, You're not god. I'm not going back there, not going back. You know we act just like children.
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Her Ghost 03:14
Are you her ghost? I saw the dream and it reminded me of her. You remind me of her. Are you her ghost Is her ghost my ghost? Are you the ghost of them now? Are you her ghost Is her ghost my ghost? Something about you reminds me of her. Where can I go I want to remember you in the best ways. Her ghost, by the way I will be watching I will be singing about you still.
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released December 12, 2015

Cover art by Akiro Rodriguez
All musical content by Kara Morgan

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Sad Hana Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

dismal into weightless dreaming
knees into chest
rocking back and forth
and the process
of getting smaller

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